tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191814566134809079.post7613839638906291383..comments2023-05-21T03:53:49.288-05:00Comments on Icarus Always: Freaking Emotions...daemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09153553633523797522noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191814566134809079.post-15013686391770487852009-12-06T19:06:49.716-06:002009-12-06T19:06:49.716-06:00Daemon,
You said, "Tonight...I sleep alone....Daemon, <br /><br />You said, "Tonight...I sleep alone."<br /><br />I thank God that he gave you the grace not to sleep with a guy! Also remember that you are not alone even though no human is with you. God is there and He loves you more than any guy ever could. <br /><br />Seriously, I use my time alone in bed to pray and worship God where I would not if someone else was there. Often God gives me great peace and joy in the process.MRhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16747154844168947527noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191814566134809079.post-37433863592214196542009-12-06T13:36:30.676-06:002009-12-06T13:36:30.676-06:00Daemon, you're words are always so honest. Tha...Daemon, you're words are always so honest. That's what I love about you.<br /><br />And I'm right there with you and Erik: In certain situations or conversations, i feel totally out of place, and even awkward, because either I don't relate, or I'm intimidated by the guys around me. There have been many times where I just wanted to speak openly about life and issues, FROM the standpoint of someone with SSA... and haven't been able to out of fear.<br /><br />I know how it feels, and I hope that you get a chance to be open in that setting. Those people are family, to a certain extent... I hope you are able to bless them with your perspective, and that you can get encouraged by their love and understanding.<br /><br />peace.Fabledhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18325652788801071108noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191814566134809079.post-28346843427124761302009-12-06T00:24:37.481-06:002009-12-06T00:24:37.481-06:00I know the feeling of not fitting in and not wanti...I know the feeling of not fitting in and not wanting to make eye contact when in social events. I felt like that a lot when I was in high school a long time ago in a galaxy far, far away.... <br /><br />About a year ago I was at one of my elder's home functions and felt the same way. I'm "Mr. Theologian" and more into the Bible than anyone yet because the only ones who know of my SSA issues are my elders and a couple close friends I had a load on my mind and yet didn't feel I could say anything so I kept my mouth shut because I was not "out" yet. <br /><br />Such times can make me feel like withdrawing like a turtle into a shell but that is the worst thing I could do.<br /><br />There probably hasn't been a single day in the past 2 years that I haven't found myself crying, though not always for the same reason. Sometimes it is because of the wonder of the grace of God in my life, other times it is because of regret over past sins, old emotional wounds or current loneliness.<br /><br />But I press on, get through it by faith and sooner or later the sun is shining again and i see another miracle of God in my life.<br /><br />Do not grow weary in doing good, for in do time you hall reap if you do not faint. (Galatians 6:9)<br /><br />Love ya bro!<br /><br />ErikErikhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01618960202550806181noreply@blogger.com