I wonder...

I wonder:

...why I almost always remember my dreams in vivid detail, odd as they may be?

...how my friends always seem to know when I need a phone call, text or email on a rough day?

...why birds like to crap on my car, right after I wash and wax it?

...exactly how many licks it DOES take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?

...when I am going to feel like an adult for an entire 24 hour period of time?

...how I lose my keys, daily, on the way out the door?

...why it takes so much work to cook breakfast and serve it hot?

...when the guy I see in the mirror is going to look familiar for once?

...what happened to all my shipmates in the Navy?

...why I do not spend more time helping others, instead of myself?

...who people see, when they see me?

...if there is any one else in the world who thinks like I do?

...what my life would be like if I was heterosexual?

...why God loves me, such as I am?

...who I am going to be when I grow up more?

...why I feel so secure around men, but terrified around women?

...who misses me when I am gone?

...why greeting cards are so expensive?

...if I will ever find a tattoo I want on my body for the rest of my life?

...if my past boyfriends remember me as fondly as I remember them?

...what it must feel like to have an enemy?

...if I have ever met a stranger?

...why I talk so much, and then fall strangely silent at times?

...if my brain really DOES remember everything, but the problem is in the recall?

...how many thousands of books I have actually read?

...why some milk is labeled "Real"? I mean, what is all that other white stuff we call milk?

...why I find the back of a guys neck, so damn sexy?

...what it would be like to move to another country, even for a year?

...how well I could play piano, if I started practicing again?

...why I always have so many questions?

...if I will ever have enough pairs of shoes?

...if my sister likes me? I know she loves me, but does she LIKE me?

...what my parents must think of my mad, mad, mad, mad life?

...how my life would be different if I would have stayed in the Navy for 20 years?

...who I would be if I would have joined the Marines, instead?

...how my classmates from school remember me?

...what makes me cry sometimes?

...if I am in love?

...who I will be in 10 years?

...what God's secret name for me is?

...what I should do today?

...if I will ever have any real answers?

...what would have happened if I had been born into a world without love?

...what chocolate covered bacon tastes like?

...if I will ever own my own restaurant?

...how long it will take me to get my sail boat and just sail away?

I dunno, kind of a silly list, but just what popped into my head.

What do you wonder, sometimes?