Uhh...honesty?

Okay kiddos, so here's the deal...

I have done alot of thinking the past few days and realized something.

I have two voices.

The words that I place in my journals (three different ones mind you) are vastly different than those I share on my blog here.

While some of you may protest or argue that I deserve that space and privacy (which I do, of course) I have come to realize through reading a few friends and strangers blogs, that the posts and ideas that most greatly affect me are those that are shared raw, without filters, simply pulled from the rich fertile garden of the mind and then thrown in the copper wash sink to be scrubbed and peeled for dinner.

That being said...I am hoping for a new space here. A place where my real authentic and true self is welcomed. I don't expect much will change initially, but I must have a place to process it all and at least open a bit of myself up to examination and sharing. If I keep sanitizing everything all the time, how will anyone ever get to know me, or at least offer honest insight into what is going on in my life?

So yeah...blunt honesty. (and don't think for a minute that this is going to be some sex filled bullshit fag love story blog either, though that may occur at times) I simply hope and will strive to be my honest, most beautiful self.

Soooooo...here goes!