Monday, April 9, 2012
"Unwanted" Same Sex Attraction?
I believed this, that is I did until I flipped the tables on myself. Divesting myself of faith based religious dogma, rhetoric and and learned information (IE basically other peoples utter rubbish) I wondered...
If I, a gay guy, suddenly found/learned/discovered within myself an urge to date/fuck/lust/desire/marry/sire with/etc.. a female, what the hell would I do?
I would go completely ape shit. Like bonkers. Everything in me would be turned upon itself. Right is left. Black is white. Up is down. Girls are boys. Literally, it would freak my ass out. (sorry for profanity, but I would certainly be cursing the day I was born and lived if this occurred) Me, a person completely devoted to all things male loving the fish? "OH HELL NO!", he replied.
So...here we are with a dilemma. Either the "christian" guys with "SSA" are in this special sect (as of yet, not defined, studied or classified) of heterosexual guys who discover an anomaly in themselves and attempt to resolve it and can't reconcile it with their "faith" OR they are just big homos like the rest of us and want some cock and ass (or guy on guy loving) and can't figure out how to fit that into their lives. It seems to revolve around "SEX" for them. Basically cock, ass and guy faggotry. (sorry, couldn't resist)
Funny thing is this...gay isn't about sex. Guys have sex with guys. They aren't gay. They are having sex with guys. Gay = who you emotionally, spiritually and romantically bond with as a gender. (as I live and understand it)
For instance, in the "christian" world, we never hear about gay guys (or girls) having UOSA. Unwanted Opposite Sex Attraction. Right? Sounds like total bullshit again...
So, what the hell is going on?
Get the fuck over it! You like dick? Fine. You want some pussy? Fine. Just don't try to color your attractions in some better light in order to make yourself palatable to a religious group. Call it like it is. Who cares who you love or fuck? (or get fucked by) We all have stuff we don't like about ourselves. That doesn't make us "sinners", or better or worse than our peers. Man the fuck up and be honest and stop hiding behind acronyms. That shit is for faggots. Literally.(I know. I was in the Navy)
So what is it? Is SSA a "christian" cultural phenom of the climate OR a real occurrence in str8 guys? (who happen to be "christian" 9 times out of 9) Seems like real guys who have questions or confusions sort that stuff out on their own...
at 3:42 PM